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Saturday, March 08, 2008

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I ady divert my blogs to the website below! So hope tat still can draw ur attention on future,thx a lot!

http://www.dajoet.blogspot.com

U may click this website at my post-out in my friendster profile too!

                            

Sunday, March 02, 2008

又一夜

又是夜幕低垂的时分,我一如往常的驾着我那小小的四轮怪赶回我那舒适的床。。。

往往的我都是带着疲惫的眼帘但又不太累的身躯,被封锁在车位上,呆呆的,听着收音机

正好,下起了雨。。。的确,在夜雨的情况下是最容易让人陷入自己的世界中。

我都忘了,最后一次看见星星的夜晚是在几时了。仿佛夜里的眼睛早就在人文发展之中凭空消失不见了。

每每夜里行驶,看见的都是那一对对刺眼的大眼睛。在我的前方在我的后面,还有在我的旁边,猛力盯着我看,可真是令人讨厌。

大选可不是快到了吗?不管我驾到哪,使用哪一条路都不能逃离那蓝色和青色的旗子。就连甘榜和小地方也是一样的铺天盖地,又挂又插又粘又绑的,好像都不用钱买的一样。对我来说,那只不过是种社会心理作祟的表现。各党皆不晓得谁将会是他们的决定性一票,在38日来临之前在其气势上绝对不可以输人。正因大家都认为输人还好但输势就可真是还惨过败家呢!

政治和娱乐圈都并存着同一个垢点,都一样是有理说不清的圈子。谁在鬼打鬼,或是自打嘴巴;我们这些外行人又怎能看穿那些个个演技精湛的花旦。

再过一年,我也将获得那所谓‘神圣的一票’的权益。可是说实在的,我也不晓得该投给那被一大堆人批评贪污舞弊事件层出不穷的国阵,抑或是那我可不熟的PAS呢?

那,就看今年会再变出什么花样来啦。让他们好好的趁着接下来的五年好好的表现表现一番,我就乖乖静静的做个观察者,静观其变咯!

Saturday, March 01, 2008

Untill 2day,i had taken d job as a tuition teacher for more than 1 month.So,teaching shouldn't b something alien to me now.but,somehow i still would encounter some problems during my lesson.I do think tat teaching is not d matter on I bla bla bla n others juz listen to me,but d reaction tat they expressed to me.Everytime I initiate my lesson,there would b disturbance in my class,either hp,attendance,overwhelming chit-chat or other uncertain problems tat mostly consequences with pupils dunno wat m i teaching on certain part of syllabus.I do hope tat my profession is emphasizing on guidance whilst not simply a talk.Due to I m teaching d form 1 to form 4,I m able to deal with different stage of teenagers tat i used to b b4.When i look back on them,i would alwaiz try to b more considerate n take d things in different view.Although i noe tat some of them r x growing interest on particular subject n alwaiz letting their mind to b swinging here n there,still I called n called their names 2 awake them from their day-dream construction process...

Below r my thoughts on each form to share wif U:

Form 1---not really innocent and pure as d child in previous dayz.They r d combination of childish wif so many foul words.Taking it as jokes and can often regards their fren's 18 generation wif 'soft' manner.

Form 2---giving a bit passion on their studies,n some r question boys tat keep on throwing Q to me.Is tat bcoz they didn't viewed '十万个为什么'? This stage is quite a comfort for me coz i enjoyes d ambience of teaching.They would simply worry on nothing coz they r still in progress and having a distance from d upcoming PMR.

Form 3---A group of adolescent who would pay effort on their studies,yet not much of ppl doing tis as they might still take d beginning of the form wouldn't cause in too much pressure for them.At tis period,it is quite obvious tat who r d person tat do give an account on d syllabus whilst others r inversely reacted.

Form 4---Resulted from d aptitude and behaviour inherited since form 1 to 3,they would find out it is not easy in dealing wif d subjects and might regrets on their weak foundation b4.It is another preparation year b4 they need 2 tackle d SPM 2009.Another choice and opportunity for them 2 do well or juz waste up d time,wishing 2 obtain pass in every subject.However,during tis stage they r more obedient and tried to exhibit their passion although felt bored and dull in learning.

Tat's d observation of mine for d beginning of each form n i do hope tat ppl r getting pleasure in their studies.I do seen d rut of d moral decay yet it isn't getting worst.There would b an option and changes upon them if there r better monitored on their acts.

Gud luck for them and 4 me...

Monday, February 25, 2008

Haiz...onli 34

I type 193 characters per minute

I type

34 words

per minute.

How's about you?

http://speedtest.10-fast-fingers.com/

.

thx alvin

Monday, February 18, 2008

对比

我很寂寞 ,

我不孤单

也很犹豫 ,

可不彷徨

感觉不太好却不疲惫

拼命的想,

懒得去做

那么

告诉我

是否不做什么就已是做得最佳了?

有时候

我怀疑

为什么我

没什么心情起伏

无情?

不知怎么表现感情?

还是我

不想放感情呢?

或许

始终是个(?)吧!

Monday, February 11, 2008

这个新年很不一样

这个新年很不一样!

初一,从早到晚的团拜活动早已让我的眼皮大喊不行。就在那晚,还得赶到另一个地方继续拜年,这让我这个驾驶者又再次充当司机,在没什么路灯的马路上飞驰。

就在路途中,不知怎么的,我完全无法看见右边的divider,往它的方向驶去。就在五秒以内发生的事情,其中一个车内的朋友大喊,让我在最后两秒后即撞上它的那一刻惊醒!急转方向盘煞车,车子往左50 degree 急转弯,又以相同角度往右转,来回左右重复了三次!那刻,只听见车内五人惊声尖叫,脑海闪过是翻车的念头。。。

幸好,车后没车;

幸好,车道够宽.

初四,我孤身在从安顺回来的途中,意外发现汽车的温度计不断飙升。。。离那最后的红线不远!原以为只是一时的变化,稍后将会恢复正常的。天晓得,那针一直在第四格的危险水平上上下下,我也还不以为意,继续驾了一段不短的路。之后发生的,是那不听话的针有种一直往上的趋势。我的心,也跟着加速!感觉自己置身一颗炸弹内,超紧张害怕随时会爆炸,就酱死掉了!那么的危险时刻持续了好久好久(对我来说,完全没时间看表)!好不容易驾到了Shell,结果那员工又忙着加油。此时此刻,我的电话又没钱了,礼拜天的店又全关,再加上附近的电话亭全故障!真要命!无助的感觉一点都不好受!

我总共在那折腾了两个小时左右!天色亦早已黑暗了。。。可是离家还有19km!!!(详细细节太长故不多做说明)

辗转之下,总算回到了家。那时已是近十一点了!

所以说:

这个新年很不一样!

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

换个角色

人嘛,总会变。看看是变了多少,变了一个天使抑或是只恶魔.

我无法拒绝改变,因为我无法改变环境;

所以我惟有改变自己,变通。

换个角色,你将会发现,看见了另一个观念。另一种想法,也有可能是另一种抱怨。

尝试新的事物,杜绝那无聊透顶的‘无聊’继续骚扰我,扰乱我那自以为平伏了的心。

现在,该做的,该给的,该完成的,都统统让我挑一挑。

然后。。。 。。。?

-

-

-

-走下去。。。(+ 油)

Monday, January 14, 2008

Coffee

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咖啡或许是种饮料,是种喜好。我认为,咖啡更像是种生活,是种习惯。一杯杯的咖啡将香郁与苦味沉淀,把我们的人生历练隐藏于黑色的漩涡里。待下一个有心人细味品尝它。。。

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Present

dunno Y?

even longer and farer from blogs 2 blogs...

fortune or dismal?STPM ends ady...now hav 2 wait 4 d result.but i can't stand 4 tis.not bcoz of d result,but due 2 d uncertainty of being useless at home.Leading a too leisure time at home,getting lazy and lazier.Feels like kinda rotten...

Frens majority had gone 4 work,having their temporary career tat mayb kinda suffer or blissful.Left out was just a few...Making me even less passionate anymore.Wat should i do is d 1st Q?N tis waiting process enable me 2 loosen up all my mind,which i m very sure tat it'z not smth gud 4 me.

Next,where should i go?Although i do reluctant 2 enter d local U,yet there r a few major factors tat alwaiz drag me bek 2 d landing point.Or i may rather say tat i do envy on others who manage 2 go overseas,can't help myself from keep thinking of tat.All d source tat i possess were simply from d net or newspapers.Is it enuf?haiz...

tmr i should work out a cake wif my frens,hope tat it would not collapse like 911...hah...

Friday, August 17, 2007

Sssshhhhh........

Thought 2 write another article tis week as IT'z been so long i din leave my 'footprint' here.However,i've changed my mind 2 make it another day coz I 'ould prefer 2 type another issues...

Arise in a tuition center,students was concentrating on d slideshows revolving d particular subject tat tutor used as predominant teaching tools.In the half way of d lesson,smbd's h/p rang.N it does disturbed my mind.I dislike it,very much!

HUH? It seems 2 b smth light n minor,rite? But 4 me,it doesn't deal.Did u ever went 2 a cinema? Wat 'ould u do b4 d show initiates? Yes,tat'z it! SWITCH OFF or SILENT MODE ur h/p.

Y? Coz tat'z d cinema ettiquette!

Purpose? :-Avoid any undesire disturbance occur during d show was exhibiting.

So,if u noe about tis,then y dun ppl applied it in some events,too? Sm ppl 'ould realize bout it,but sadly 2 said tat mostly of us won't.It was really bad, in various part.As well v can check out wat iz d advantages tat it brings.

NO,rite?

In simple words,it juz kinda harassment(surely not sexual one,haha). Either u r using d love song or rock or whatever sound as ur ringtones, in such kind of event,no excuse 4 u 2 commit it and leaving no sorry to d others.Especially towards those sensitive 1.

So ,i hd 2 remind tat v got a brain,v manage 2 decide in which event 2 b act to and wat action should b taken. Orelse, edu means nth upon u.(It's another act of selfish too,if u noticed)...

Friday, July 27, 2007

酱油饭

小时候,家境并不太好。没有大汽车,没有电视机,这个没有,那个也没有,生活过得好苦。因为时势不好,就连材米油盐酱醋瓶都成问题。就应为如此,每一餐的菜肴几乎都一样,离不开青菜咸鱼豆腐。我们这些小孩子哪懂得大人吃的苦,只知道同样的东西天天吃,除了闲还是闲!所以大家都开始抗议,不想吃菜。幸好聪明的妈妈找到了对策,巧妙的把适量的酱油倒进饭,捞一捞就成了酱油饭。

说也奇怪,一碗普通的米饭加了酱油后竟然变得美味无比,而且还吃不厌!一碗简单的酱油饭就足以逗得我们这些小瓜们吃得好开心。

xxx

渐渐的,长大了。初步入社会,当然碰了不少的钉子,大家也开始学会了什么叫世面(装璜自己,物质),什么叫人性(尔愚我诈),还有什么叫识时务者为俊杰。。。

虽然兄弟姐妹都找到不错的出路。闯了几年,各个也可以称得上事业有成;可是在社会这个大染缸里打滚了那么久,好的学得不少,但坏的学得更多。大家所要的,奢求的也越来越多。钱财的地位对我们来说只有攀升再攀升,没有所谓的下降。酱油饭 ? 也被嫌弃了 !

‘各扫门前雪’这个道理我们更是融会贯通,将它无限的生活化。到最后,我们都由单纯的小孩子变成了自私自利,势力眼的家伙而已。。。

注:

在一碗普普通通的酱油饭里

夹涵的不只是一个时代

还有的是一种人情味!

在酱油饭渐渐的被嫌弃的同时

象征着的不仅仅是一个时代的变迁

且是人情味的稀释!

这个年代属于{你-我}下个年代传承于{你-我}

此篇故事纯属虚构,如有雷同,纯属巧合。

Ageing

1,2,3....13,14....18,19....21...,30...,40....

Grown up was often described by others wif words 'mature,wiser,more knowledgeable etc'.

Walking wif time, the thing tat become most obvious is my physical appearance while not forgotten d mental thought.Simply said tat I m getting older,due to this one way growth.

But still,getting older doesn't symbolise tat my mental age is tantamount to d chronological age.

Side by side wif time,I m able 2 encounter various kinds of odd/fantastic/exciting/challenging/sorrow/happiness,and assortment of circumstances occured tat had fulfilled my life(got a lot of space yet).

A special thx 2 d ppl tat being aside me,especially to those who assist me in different ways.I m glad 4 it,also rejuvenated by u all.Our behaviour and attitude had slowly infect each other and slip into self,unknowing when,and how.

Its' a long long journey afar ahead,and wonders would remain in my inferior heart on WAT'Z NEXT...

p/s: Being a child,teenager,young adult,adult,or an old man,which one is preferrable 4 u ?

Saturday, July 14, 2007

炒饭

没错,我超爱炒饭!

不知为什么,我喜欢炒饭,而且还是那种吃不厌的类型。

就炒饭而言,基本的食材就有饭,午餐肉(切丁),蛋,青葱和肉(例:红烧肉)啦!

饭,水分得适中。饭,太干,难以下咽;太湿,饭粒太软。当然还有米饭的平质绝不能忽视。

当蛋与饭开始结合,厨师的功力也尽显无疑。蛋炒饭,无非是以蛋炒饭,但要将粒粒饱满的饭都被金黄的蛋汁裹着,既不黏牙又不一块一块的淀在一起,实在考功夫呀!

忘不了的,就是其它的佐料,皆马虎不得。每一样佐料都有它独特自我的功能。就好比青葱,那么普通的食材,一点都不陌生。可知它在提鲜及平衡荤(肉)味占了多大的角色啊!

一碟看似简单却又内藏玄机的炒饭,皆因厨师的坚持以及顾客的要求,更显完美。

p/s:对食物有要求,才会有好吃和不好吃的等级之分;正如人生一样,要有原则。不可随风飘,与水流。。。

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Same-samE

Biding another hi 2 my blog N other bloggers!

YAh,it'z true!Tis iz d form 6 life!An adventurous yet enjoyable life tat i am having nw.Seems 2 approach d end portions of tis 1/2+1 years soon,lft out not much time for everything,either 4 u or to me.

Ever regret? Showing remorse? Dun say so,my fren.Eyes ahead,look forward! Coz v r clearer than others tat it'z our decision,which contributed 2 all of tis!

however,would u ever realize bout smth? V r mostly d same.IT'z 4 all form 6 students! Of course not bout our physical appearence^^. V r facing d same problems,mostly due 2 us holding d same attitude on those high fencing books at those past days(can't deny there r some exception). then it'z d time coming soon,gonna be premiered. Then,how far u had prepared,my fren?

NO need 2 answer me,answer to urself. Try 2 giv another excuse 2 urself? TAt would b petty.

Don't dole urself another one,and plz dun say tat whu iz clever than whu. I hav 2 argue,I'm not brilliant,if not I won't b here,rite?

Overcome it! I noe it'z hard,same condition happens on me.Yet I am not able 2 thoroughly cope wif it. I won't b far away from u all,coz v r all c same,initially. REMEMBER,attitude determines all.Lucky and blessing won't go far!

Hope tat u can sense wat i mean and it'z our time,go 4 it!

S-W-E-E-T......D-R-E-A-M-Z

Friday, June 08, 2007

感谢你

谢谢你!谢谢你的泪水!

感谢你,让我感受到友情最深时的一个阶段!

谢谢你留给我那回不去的美好时光!

忘不了,

怎样都忘不了,

因为,它,被烙印在我心了。

我无以回报。

但,

你走了,

回到你该去的地方,回到属于你的那一片天空。

分隔两地,

你在那遥远的地方,我在这遥远的声音

却怎样都连接不上。

唯有祝福你,真心的盼望你过得很好。。。很好。。。

但愿缘分会再次牵引我们,让我们再相遇。

因为我

真的.真的

好想念你。。。(-.-)

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